i am having a really bad week. mainly because the wonder drug that was keeping me pain free is now making me itch like crazy.
the worst part? as i am weaning myself off of it, the pain is coming back. it's kinda peeking through now, but it's there. and i am so, i don't know, despondant? depressed? angry? that it is coming back.
thanks for listening. i am hoping i am not doomed to a life in pain, but that is what it feels like now.